Project New Year – Day 54, 55, and 56 – Ryan Out

This may not be the post you were expecting to see from me, but here it goes. Seems to be a trend that I don’t blog on the weekends. Lots of stuff happens on the weekends and I just don’t seem to get to it. This weekend it has been especially tough to swallow. Friday I was thankfully busy with the kids and their school activities. They are so awesome! Since I had a Time Trial on Saturday the kids stayed with my parents. My parents and the kids always seem to enjoy their time together. I had some conditioning to take care of, so it all worked out. The time trial went well. Somehow I set a personal best even though I hadn’t eaten anything but Shakeology since Thursday night (2 Shakes on Friday and one Saturday morning before the race). Emotionally I am a wreck. Financially I am nonexistent. But physically somehow I am enduring even though I know at some point if I keep going like this, surely that will fail as well. Even though it may not seem like it on the surface or through my Facebook feed, I have been avoiding something for a while. I have not been taking care of me and there is nothing of me left to give. I am tapped out. I am sorry if I am letting anyone down but I need to stop this charade. I am not happy. I am not doing well.

And I am done putting on that facade. I had every intention of taking this thing through 120 Days and I may very well complete it, but if I do, I am going to do it for me and no one else as it should be. Life is hard. Being a dad is hard. Being a good ex-husband is hard. Being a significant-other is hard. Success is hard. Getting in shape is hard. Staying in shape is hard. Eating healthy is hard. Being accountable is hard. If you can do it and you really want it, anything is possible. But if you don’t take care of yourself and do the things you need to do to provide a stable foundation for yourself and for the people you love and care about, it can all come crumbling down when the balance gets too far off. Unfortunately, sometimes that crash comes a bit too late and everything you have worked for is suddenly gone or just out of reach. I guess that is where I am right now. Starting over from the beginning.

I apologize to everyone I have let down over the past few years. I thought I was doing what I needed to be doing but apparently that was not the case. I don’t blame any of you for jumping ship, not doing the things I may have asked you to do, or even not wanting to be involved in what I was so excited about sharing with you. I get it. I mean the stuff I do really does work. Health and Fitness wise I have never been in better shape. Mentally and Financially I was never ready to let it work as it has worked for so many of my friends and mentors. And that is where I have failed so many of the people who were closest to me. I am somewhere underneath all of the rubble and it is time to start digging my way out.

I am going to take some time away. Not exactly sure what that means yet, but it is my intention to come back strong and ready to help those people that are ready to accept my help and do what it takes to get to where they want to be. I am not giving up. I know it is possible. We just have to be ready to make it happen for ourselves without any reservations. So for now this is my last blog post. I wish you all the Happiest of Holidays and a Wonderful New Year! I hope to see you on the other side……good journey!

Training:
Friday, November 21, 2014 – Weigh-in: 173
P90X2 X2 Shoulders + Arms and X2 Ab Ripper and X2 Yoga
Saturday, November 22, 2014 – Weigh-in: 170
12.9 Mile Time Trial and Foam Rolling Recovery
Sunday, November 23, 2014 – Weigh-in: 168
P90X2 X2 Recovery + Mobility

Supplements:
ShakeologyBeachbody WheyBeachbody Fuel ShotSlimming FormulaCordastraEnergy and Endurance FormulaP90X Results & Recovery Formula

What a Difference a Week Makes!

One week of physical therapy down. The staff at the Neck and Back Center have been awesome to work with and I can honestly say I feel so much better. My headaches have all but disappeared, my mobility has increased, and my overall tightness and pain has been reduced. A typical session consists of neck traction, head weight to help bring the curvature back into my neck, power plate exercises, decompression table, lumbar traction, trigger point injections (non-steroidal), and chiropractic adjustment. Now that the major spinal issues are being addressed and impacted vertebrae are being relieved, I am noticing more secondary issues and soreness. These are the issues that I must address with stretching and mobility exercises. I have been a huge proponent of foam rolling exercises for myofascial release for the past 2+ years. Its a bit of a love/hate relationship as the Rumbleroller tends to get into the muscle and dig around for that spasm (or hotspot) which can bring tears to your eyes and cause some fairly heavy breathing 😉 In an effort to build on my recovery and aid in my training for the upcoming Ironman Lake Tahoe I am going to start the PiYo program from Beachbody. This program uses your body weight to build long, lean muscle, works to stabilize, stretch, and strengthen every inch of your body with low-impact, high-intensity movements inspired by Pilates and Yoga. Sounds like a winner to me! This weekend I am spending time with the family in Tahoe. Playing in the pond, doing some Stand Up Paddleboarding, and spending some quality time with my kids. Monday its back to the grind so I am soaking it all in!

Tahoe Summer 2014 3 Tahoe Summer 2014 2 Tahoe Summer 2014 1
Off to the Pond Again!

(Typical Day over the past week) Weigh-in:  N/A
Breakfast: 2 – Activit, 2 – Slimming Formula, 2 – Cordastra, and Chocolate Vegan Shakeology with Vanilla Whey
Lunch: Light Meal (Sandwich or Salad with Protein)
Recovery: Physical Therapy and Chiropractic Adjustment
Dinner: Heavy Meal (Protein and Veggies)
Snack: Carbs

Train for Success!

So often I post solely about my family or triathlon training. And while these are the most important things in my life, something else that is very important and dear to me is being a Beachbody Coach. Helping people set fitness and nutritional goals and working with them to achieve them is so rewarding. Not much feels better than seeing the smile on someone’s face when the tell me they have finished a program, fit into an old pair of jeans, or finally were able to do ten real pushups without having to kneel. It’s pretty powerful stuff!

Here I am in Las Vegas for a third year. I am spending time with the Beachbody family, going to motivating events, attending training sessions, and learning how to be a better coach for you all. There are so many new and exciting things going on here in Beachbody and I cant wait to put them to work for you!

Well thats it for now but stay tuned! I’ll be sharing more over the next couple of days!

#WhistlerRaid2014

Just wanted you all to know that I am taking a week off of P90X3. IJjust arrived in Whistler, BC for a 6 day ski trip with a great group of Beachbody Coaches. This week will be full of priceless moments that will help me be a better coach, period. I cant wait to get back and work with people who want to make a positive change I need their lives! If you would like to see whats going on, please follow Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter at #WhistlerRaid2014. I’ll be posting a few more times during the trip!