Project New Year – Day 54, 55, and 56 – Ryan Out

This may not be the post you were expecting to see from me, but here it goes. Seems to be a trend that I don’t blog on the weekends. Lots of stuff happens on the weekends and I just don’t seem to get to it. This weekend it has been especially tough to swallow. Friday I was thankfully busy with the kids and their school activities. They are so awesome! Since I had a Time Trial on Saturday the kids stayed with my parents. My parents and the kids always seem to enjoy their time together. I had some conditioning to take care of, so it all worked out. The time trial went well. Somehow I set a personal best even though I hadn’t eaten anything but Shakeology since Thursday night (2 Shakes on Friday and one Saturday morning before the race). Emotionally I am a wreck. Financially I am nonexistent. But physically somehow I am enduring even though I know at some point if I keep going like this, surely that will fail as well. Even though it may not seem like it on the surface or through my Facebook feed, I have been avoiding something for a while. I have not been taking care of me and there is nothing of me left to give. I am tapped out. I am sorry if I am letting anyone down but I need to stop this charade. I am not happy. I am not doing well.

And I am done putting on that facade. I had every intention of taking this thing through 120 Days and I may very well complete it, but if I do, I am going to do it for me and no one else as it should be. Life is hard. Being a dad is hard. Being a good ex-husband is hard. Being a significant-other is hard. Success is hard. Getting in shape is hard. Staying in shape is hard. Eating healthy is hard. Being accountable is hard. If you can do it and you really want it, anything is possible. But if you don’t take care of yourself and do the things you need to do to provide a stable foundation for yourself and for the people you love and care about, it can all come crumbling down when the balance gets too far off. Unfortunately, sometimes that crash comes a bit too late and everything you have worked for is suddenly gone or just out of reach. I guess that is where I am right now. Starting over from the beginning.

I apologize to everyone I have let down over the past few years. I thought I was doing what I needed to be doing but apparently that was not the case. I don’t blame any of you for jumping ship, not doing the things I may have asked you to do, or even not wanting to be involved in what I was so excited about sharing with you. I get it. I mean the stuff I do really does work. Health and Fitness wise I have never been in better shape. Mentally and Financially I was never ready to let it work as it has worked for so many of my friends and mentors. And that is where I have failed so many of the people who were closest to me. I am somewhere underneath all of the rubble and it is time to start digging my way out.

I am going to take some time away. Not exactly sure what that means yet, but it is my intention to come back strong and ready to help those people that are ready to accept my help and do what it takes to get to where they want to be. I am not giving up. I know it is possible. We just have to be ready to make it happen for ourselves without any reservations. So for now this is my last blog post. I wish you all the Happiest of Holidays and a Wonderful New Year! I hope to see you on the other side……good journey!

Training:
Friday, November 21, 2014 – Weigh-in: 173
P90X2 X2 Shoulders + Arms and X2 Ab Ripper and X2 Yoga
Saturday, November 22, 2014 – Weigh-in: 170
12.9 Mile Time Trial and Foam Rolling Recovery
Sunday, November 23, 2014 – Weigh-in: 168
P90X2 X2 Recovery + Mobility

Supplements:
ShakeologyBeachbody WheyBeachbody Fuel ShotSlimming FormulaCordastraEnergy and Endurance FormulaP90X Results & Recovery Formula

Project New Year – Day 33 thru Day 38 – P90X2 Triathlon Training

Friday, October 31, 2014 through Wednesday, November 5, 2014
What a crazy past 6 days. Halloween. Flag Football. Wedding. I didn’t really have enough time to do any real training, and quite frankly, I was pretty much out of commission after running those 4 miles on Thursday. I am still sore today! I was so sore that I decided to take another Recovery Week before hitting the Strength Phase of P90X2.

I decided to stop keeping track of what I am eating for a while. I know what I should eat and I am generally good about it but if I am not going to follow a specific nutritional regiment, I don’t want to influence anyone with listing every calorie I ingest. I am not looking to lose weight or gain weight. I merely eat to fuel my activity. So in an effort to make things a little easier on me and less jumbled for you, I will start rating the quality of my food consumption in some way or fashion. Since I take the same supplements everyday, I am going to start listing them at the bottom of the blog.

Everything evolves and that is not a bad thing. I am looking to help make this chronicle easier for me to manage as well as mix it up a bit so it isn’t so boring for anyone who takes the time to read what I type 🙂

On a happy note, I received my replacement stem for my bike handlebars today! I put the Falco V back together and I can’t wait to go for a ride tomorrow and spend some time getting reacquainted. I hope that you have a wonderful rest of your week!

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Training:
Friday, Oct. 31, 2014 – P90X2 X2 Yoga
Saturday, Nov. 1, 2014 – P90X2 X2 Balance + Power
Sunday, Nov. 2, 2014 – P90X2 Recovery + Mobility

(Started 6th week of Project New Year – Another Recovery Week)

Monday, Nov. 3, 2014 – P90X2 X2 Recovery + Mobility
Tuesday, Nov. 4, 2014 – P90X2 X2 Yoga
Wednesday, Nov. 5, 2014 – Swimming 1600 yards, P90X2 Recovery + Mobility

Supplements:
ShakeologyBeachbody WheySlimming FormulaCordastraSuper SumaEnergy and Endurance Formula, and P90X Results & Recovery Formula

Project New Year – Day 32 – P90X2 Triathlon Training

Thursday, October 30, 2014
So what do you do when the power company shuts off electricity to your house? You go running! If you have been following my training you know that I don’t run much (something I need to change). Thankfully the running shoes (Pearl Izumi trainers) I received a few months ago are really comfortable and helped me from completely jarring my body. So much goes into running efficiently and I am way out of practice. For the last few years I have relied mostly on upper body strength to help pull me through the run. Time to spend some more time with the running shoes on 🙂 Getting back into running shape is going to hurt this winter but it is a necessary evil if I plan on finishing an Ironman next year.

Morning Weigh-in: 172
Breakfast: Ham and Cheese Croissant and Coffee
Lunch: Vanilla Shakeology2 – Slimming Formula, 2 – Cordastra, and 2 – Super Suma and Coffee
Pre-Workout:
 
Energy and Endurance Formula
Workout: Running 4.1 Miles and 20 Mins (6.25 Miles) of Spinning on the EVOcx
Post-Workout: P90X Results & Recovery Formula
Dinner: 3 Pieces of TriTip, 1 Chicken Breast, a Couple Baked Pretzel Chips, and a Granola Bar
Recovery: P90X2 Recovery + Mobility and an Extra Hour of Foam Rolling
Snack:
 Peanut Butter Sandwich

 

Project New Year – Day 30 and 31 – P90X2 Triathlon Training

Tuesday, October 28, 2014
After the kids finished their homework and went off to play, I got in my P90X2 workout and followed it up with 30 minutes on the EVOcx spin bike! I didn’t do the TriCore workout, but got in a good spin 🙂

Morning Weigh-in: 173
Breakfast: Chocolate Shakeology with Beachbody Vanilla Whey2 – Slimming Formula, 2 – Cordastra, and 2 – Super Suma and Coffee
Lunch: Half a Chicken Sandwich, 1 1/2 Dolmathes, and Half Order or Feta Fries
Pre-Workout:
 
Energy and Endurance Formula
Workout: P90X2 Plyocide and 30 Mins (10.5 Miles) of Spinning on the EVOcx
Post-Workout: P90X Results & Recovery Formula
Dinner: Breaded Chicken, Steamed Vegetables, and Rice Pilaf
Snack:
 Bowl of Cheerios with Almond Milk, Peanut Butter Sandwich, and 8 oz’s Greek Yogurt

Wednesday, October 29, 2014
Busy day today with the kiddos and family. Squeaked in my workout before midnight!

Morning Weigh-in: 173
Breakfast: Chocolate Shakeology with Beachbody Vanilla Whey2 – Slimming Formula, 2 – Cordastra, and 2 – Super Suma and Coffee
Lunch: Turkey and Avocado on Wheat and Coffee
Dinner: TriTip, Chili Beans, Salad, and 2 Rolls
Workout: P90X2 Recovery + Mobility
Snack:
 Bowl of Cheerios with Almond Milk and a Peanut Butter Sandwich

Project New Year – Day 29 – P90X2 Triathlon Training

Monday, October 27, 2014
Long day today. Didn’t get to my workout till 9 PM EEEK! No worries though. I got a little hungry, but thats a good thing! Working out in a caloric deficit facilitates fat burning. Yay! After this past weekend’s Saturday night ice cream fest a little fat burning is in order 😉 So, I decided to do one more Foundation Phase week before getting into the Strength Phase. I’ll work in the TriCore on the EVOcx tomorrow along with my Plyocide. So much fun!

Morning Weigh-in: 176
Breakfast: Chocolate Shakeology with Beachbody Vanilla Whey2 – Slimming Formula, 2 – Cordastra, and 2 – Super Suma and Coffee
Lunch: Chicken and Dumplings Soup
Pre-Workout:
 
Energy and Endurance Formula
Workout: P90X2 Core
Post-Workout: P90X Results & Recovery Formula
Dinner: Chicken, Steamed Vegetables, and Brown Rice
Snack:
 8 oz’s Greek Yogurt

Find the Triumph in Every Failure

If I had followed the calendar and not taken any breaks from my P90X3 schedule, I would have finished the program by now. So yeah I made it most of the 90 days this time but I definitely did not follow the regiment as suggested. But please don’t take my not completing a predetermined schedule as a total failure. Yes if my main goal were to lose 40 pounds and go “from Flab to Fab” in 90 days, I am convinced that this program would have done an amazing job all while only working out 30 minutes a day, but that wasn’t my goal. So here I am reflecting on my choice to stop the program when I did and focus on the good that came from this program and view it as a personal triumph. My goal for this new program was to (1) become familiar with the product so that I could help other people who were going through it too, (2) work on my upper body strength to become a better swimmer for the 2014 season, and (3) to lose a winter layer of cushion and be at race weight for the start of the season. Pretty basic goals right?

So here I am today, sitting around 170 lbs, leaned out, and stronger than ever. So yes, what some would consider a Failure in one respect, I am seeing as a Triumph. Everyone has different goals in their life. When you embark on a personal journey, whether it be fitness, professional, or anything, its important to state your goals and make daily efforts towards their completion. And what do you do when achieve your goals? Yep, set new goals and get back to work! Brilliant!

My new goal is somewhat of an audacious one. I decided to raise money for Zerocancer.org and complete the 2014 Ironman Lake Tahoe! This is my major goal for this year. In preparation for this monumental event, I am pulling out all of the stops. As I basically discussed in Water Break?, starting Monday April 7th, I am dusting off my Focus T25 program (in lieu of P90X3 – I feel T25 is better suited for help with running), I’ll also be adding Tri-Core on the Evo Fitness Bike to the mix for cycling, and using the Bowswim for the majority of my swim training. To round out this multi-faceted training schedule, I’ll be tackling a fairly prolific racing season as a sponsored triathlete for Falco Bike while maintaining to be a faithful advocate for the following supplements: ActivitSlimming Formula, CordastraShakeologyVector450, and AcidCheck.

What are your goals?

Water Break?

P90X3 Been on Hold – March 9, 2014

So I have not completed a Beachbody workout in the past week and a half. I have been taking advantage of the weather and got on the bike a few times and even got back in the pool! Feeling good! I started taking Vector450 at about the same time, and after a week I upped the number of capsules from 2 to 3. Vector450 is said to work from the gut out. Pretty sure its working, or at least doing something. As far as performance goes, I have been setting Personal Records on the bike and felt really good and strong in the pool. P90X3 has definitely been increasing my upper body strength with its exercises. Feeling good!
Beyond that, my nutrition has not been great for the past few months. So in response to that, I said no more and created the #40DayShred in hopes of shedding some of my winter fat. You can be sure that I am still taking the following supplements while eating better: ActivitSlimming Formula, CordastraChocolate Vegan Shakeology, and Vector450.

Tomorrow I am starting back up on the serious training using P90X3, with Cycling on the TT Bike as well as using Tri-Core on the Evo Fitness Bike, Swimming on the BowSwim as well as regular lap swimming.

Let the 2014 Season begin!

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